maybe someday I will learn to see change as important
this machine gun heartbeat
this chest stab
this unbearable shiver
this clenched fist
things that will be my now so
flight can come with time
I just want to make this pain worth it
the repetitive desire no one wants to hear anymore
I just want to see the world in someone else’s body
pull me up so their wings feel the spread
only once I’m undone
do I realize how connected I am to this sky
how to make this body all my own