10-1-09 this song was written about this man i fell in love with that was a crackhead. all my life i hated crack and the people who did it. and somehow he made me learn to accept it and eventually do it with him. of course i eventually convinced him that my drugs were cheaper, lasted longer and were much much much more fun but obviously the beginning of our relationship was difficult for me to understand so i wrote this to help myself work it out.