I wrote this at a very difficult time in my life. The separation from my son, the emotional separation affecting me deeply, inspired this poem and the prose I chose to put those very emotions and deep insights into words. It is a shame that we can't go back and do a do-over, and know then what we know now. But then again for everything there is a purpose and reason that we do not understand. Only God knows what the big picture is, how he works evetually towards our good and future whether we know it or not. I am thanking him now and each and everyday that I can have the opportunity to make a better life a better future for my son, for our son Wyatt. We Love you Baby Boy and have missed you so so much and are so Happy to make a better future for you in any way we can.
