What is love?
Do we really know?
What's it made of,
How does it show?
I contemplate,
As of late,
of things I wish I knew.
Love and trust,
And life and lust.
But mostly, I just think of you.
I do not understand the world,
Or the things which lie within.
The mysteries I HAVE unfurled,
Have spread my patience thin.
I've tried and tried
To make things right.
But, do you even care?
I feel alone
and on my own.
But you are free from doubt?
Is it fair,
That I still care,
And you go on to scout,
for new love and life
Free of aches and strife?
And I am by myself?
I care for the wrong man,
Every time.
And No matter the case,
They are never truly mine.
Am I just a tissue,
Disposable and used?
Is THAT the issue?
That I'm damaged and bruised?
Please, I'm begging,
I've no one left.
The heart you stole,
Is no small theft.
Now, I am an empty house,
No creature within, not even a mouse.
I'm broken and hopeless and beaten up bad.
Maybe I'm meant to forever be sad.
You are the smile on my lips,
The tears in my eyes…
The lemon in my tequila,
The salt sprinkled on my wound…
I breathe for you, I bleed for you…
My life, my death, my strength, my pain, my hero…
My monster…but above all—
My love.
So many lost souls
I can now see it's not just me
Some of us are still fighting to be found
Some of us will never be found
Lost in a world of waste
How long am I willing to wait
How much more can I truely take
How many more times will I get back up when I think I've finally given up
Is this just the beginning or is it surely the end
Is my soul really lost or was it never there at all
Am I ment to feel so broken and abused
I'm filled with sarrow and full of pain
I can't be happy because then I feel shame
Guilt eats me up and spits me back out
I'm always filled with doubt
I rather be hated then to be loved
So many things wrong with me I can't dig myself out
I keep crying out but i guess nothing really comes out
I get left with no answers
I can't seem to figure shit out
Someone please help me out.
Sick,infected,sore,
Cough up hate
As they call you whore
You know your fate.
Ache with rage.
Cry tears of pain.
Trapped in a cage
It hurts your brain.
Feel the guilt.
Hear the breaking
See what youve built
Your heart is aching
Taste violence
In youre heart
Smell silence
This is just the start.
Walk down misery
Run away from it all
They let you be
They let you fall
Your done now.
Its finally away.
So take a bow.
Have a lovely day.
dont FUCK with me know!
ive been broken down
my dreams have been distroyed
i dont see the world like i useto
im in a hell hole now
and i think in staying here,
so don't FUCK with me now!
my soul has lost its light
ive been stripped to pices
i do not belive in hope
faith is a game now
and im tired of playing
so don't FUCK with me now!
the pain is slowly consuming me
heaven dosen't seem so bad
revenge must be a sweet taste
life is a freaking bore
So dont FUCK with me now!
i have been broken down
and i can breake you too!