Only You can pick up the pieces
Of my shattered past
And make something beautiful from it
Gathering the shards and placing them
Into an amazing and wondrous design
Like a stained glass window
Each piece meticulously positioned
Into a picture only the designer could see
When I give to You my best
I try so hard to make You proud
My feeble attempts
Like a bruised and broken flower
You hold it gently, press and mount it
Hanging it high for all to see
One day I pray that I can look back
And see my whole life laid before me
All the hurt and pain I experienced
Interwoven with the joy and happiness
A blanket that I can wrap my heart up with
And the knowledge that my life wasn't in vain
That I could see every stitch You made
How You carried me all the way
And brought me home to stay
...........
if a friend lost his keys
and needed a ride
would you be there to pick him up
and stay by his side?
if he needed the shirt off your back
would you comply?
would you give him your own
without a blink of an eye?
if someone were after him,
would you lend him your gun?
maybe in the Hatch of your car
you'd be sure to find one
If a friend needed money
would you get it for him
or would you lend it knowing you'd get it returned
by a Ron, Kevin or Jim?
friendships are funny things
when there's mischief involved
you can never be sure what will ever evolve
people will change in the blink of an eye
you'll sometimes be left with the blame asking "why?"
choose your friends wisely, ther'll be some with no spine
without any integrity, no friends is just fine
5:35 PM 7/6/2013
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I stare into your eyes and see the infinity, it calls me endlessly
And I gather every morsel I can, like a wild animal in your mind at times,
A sensuous delight in your bed, consumed by our hunger for us,
Brightening the darkest moments in our heads.
When we are apart I try to figure out where I should start,
It seems like I've missed days, even weeks sometimes,
I think about you and the questions cascade like a waterfall in my mind,
And always, somehow, I feel so left behind.
You're like a cryptogram, unsolved,
And I can never figure out why all of the letters match up
Except for that one that screws up the whole thing again,
My tongue is tied in knots as I struggle for the words, it's absurd.
When I was a kid, my father used to say I was ungrateful,
I never felt that way, I just had a lot of questions,
Life seemed so puzzling, and it's still a puzzle, often,
But I don't think I'd be happy any other way.
I love you with all my heart, and probably always will,
Because I can't ever know all of your pieces is not a big deal,
What I get from you means so much more,
And anyway, whatever piece I'm missing seems to fit perfect.
Love,
z
12:02 AM 6/16/2013 ©
We came together from pieces,
life was slipping away.
I thought that whatever life teaches,
we could learn from each day.
Mistaking anger for passion,
chaos colored the skies.
Thunder and lightening was crashing,
and all I saw were wild eyes.
Are we part of a vision,
that sees deeper than we can?
Are we the start of a mission,
should you be holding my hand?
Can we arrive there the first time,
to save each others' screams?
Are we the reason love is blind,
or must we sigh, in dreams?
I stand alone here now,
though you remain so close.
Flesh and bone; I fear somehow,
that we are becoming....ghosts.