the man lived his life, in the end, became a sad story..
wishing for her...
his morning glory.
loneliness was his plague..
walking along the concrete, his shadow amplified his defeat..
a pill for each sorrow..
doesn't care to wake for anything tomorrow..
will he ever be able to see her smile again..?
the guitar was his outlet..
& precious was his long hair, a golden crown..
like an angel to all around..
but the demons took his hand...
promised a better land, as they dragged him down...
robbed him of all his color...
he gripped tightly to what was left..
but grace slipped through his finger tips...
pages, chapters, paper & writing..
short lived escape route..
books were some of his closest friends..
little did he know, how I worried about him..
wish I could of done better..
though I was just a child, it all feels the same to me..
like I watched his growing disease of depression make progression...
the darkness overwhelmed him, & choked him in his sleep...
I knew it was the day..
& after that, I myself haven't longed to awake in the morning...
every night I doze off, tossing & turning..
I feel like i'll wake up to someone dead..