Through it all I realize my purpose and my gifts can thrive in the adversities I've encountered. That my calling can be revealed and may it bless and help another and perhaps make them experience the feeling of God's Grace thus reflecting through my heart to theirs from his. That is the true Blessing to be able to minister to the hurting and helpfless like Jesus did; in humble humility without pride for ones own self gain, reward, or notoriety.