In this journey there is Grace in Abundance for those who seek his face. My trials so reflects exactly what I have been through. There are a few on here I have revealed the exact extent of what I have been through in this journey and wilderness of life. But this is what I know, it took all the things I have been through to break me, so God could remove the veil or the scales from my eyes to reveal the true importance in this life. It is putting God first, it is seeking his discerning voice through every situation. And having the courage and faith that God can restore you and bring you from the ruins and give you beauty for ashes. Father God I thank you for the trials I have endured and the suffering. I thank you for the people I met through those trials because some I consider my adopted family closer than any blood family member. They share my same DNA which is being a precious royal Princess to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I thank you for wisdom that I learned from the hurts of what others may have done to me or put me through, it taught me and I forgive anyone who has hurt me and I ask God to forgive them and speak blessings over there life only wishing them good and to know God like I know him. FATHER I HAD TO GO TO A DARK PLACE AND BE CORRECTED BY YOUR LOVING HAND BUT YOU STILL HELD ME CLOSE AND FROM THAT I LEARNED THAT I NOW HAVE AN INTIMACY WITH YOU TO LOOK AT MYSELF AND OTHERS IN A NEW LIGHT. I LEARNED FROM ALL THAT THAT THE PLEASURES OF THIS WORLD ARE FLEETING. BECAUSE EVERYTHING YOU HOLD DEAR CAN BE REMOVED IN AN INSTANCE BY YOUR GIFT OF FREE WILL. IT IS BY CHOICE THAT WE DETERMINE THE COURSE OF OUR LIVES. AND IT IS BY CHOICE WHAT WE ALLOW TO RULE OUR LIFE. ANYTHING CAN BE AN IDOL, ANYTHING YOU PUT BEFORE GOD WHETHER IT IS A MAN, TECHNOLOGY AND THE ADDICTION OR THE LURE IT CAN INSTILL, FOOD, SEXUAL PERVERSION, PORNOGRAPHY, MATERIALISM INCLUDING THE ACQUITION OF SOCIAL STATUS, GAMING AND GAMBLING, DRUG AND ALCOHOL ADDICTION; ANYTHING.....EVEN THE PHONE AND INTERNET, ANYTHING THAT CONSUMES YOU AND YOU MAKE YOUR GOD IS NOT OF GOD. THERE IS NO BETTER HIGH THAN THE LOVE AND ENLIGHTENMENT OF THAT CLOSENESS WITH OUR FATHER. ONCE ONE FINALLY EMBRACES THAT GOD CAN BRING ANYONE THROUGH THE RUINS OF THEIR LIVES. IT IS QUITE LIBERATING AND EMPOWERING. THROUGH SURRENDING AND CONFESSION TO HIM THAT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT HIM. THAT I HAVE NOTHING IF I DON'T HAVE HIM. THAT I AM BROKEN AND HE IS THE ONLY CRAFTSMANS WHO CAN FIX EVERY BROKEN PIECE BECAUSE ALL OTHER CRAFTSMEN ARE NOTHING BUT A MEAR CHARLATAIN OUT TO STEAL FROM THE WEALTH OF MY LIFE. ONLY THROUGH THIS REALIZATION CAN I LET GO AND LET GOD SHINE FORTH. IT IS THROUGH YOUR GRACE THAT I MAY LIVE IN JESUS PRECIOUS NAME....AMEN