I wrote this poem 2 weeks before I got Saved. I was contemplating suicide, and was very serious about ending my life. This poem was the one that chokes me up the most...because I still remember the pain I was in when I wrote it. The tears that fell onto the original paper as I wrote it. God was the last thing on my mind at that time...who would have guessed that in just 2 weeks after writing this suicidal poem, I turned to Christ and within an INSTANT, I felt the most GENUINE joy I'd ever felt in my life! MY LIFE!!!!!!!! Thank you JESUS!!!