No, I was not suicidal at
this time, nor was palnning, or had EVER planned, to do it in this fashion---although I have made suicide attempts in the past, I no longer believe in it, nor do it.
This poem came, once again, as result of another one of my writing
"warm-ups." Just like a
runner must flex his/her
muscles before what they
do, writers have to "flex
their muscles"---a thing,
I must confess, not done
daily. Shame on me.
"Warm-ups" can bring out the strangest ideas,
can't they?
Oh, did some "cross-
wording"---at least I call it that---w/another
one of my poems, as you will see upon gracing my
portfolio.
Once again, "memento
mori" stands for a reminder---OF DEATH. And
if receiving years of systematic child abuse in
just about every way ISN'T death, I don't know
what is. This DID happen
to me.
"Warm-ups": Strange what
they bring out, isn't it?