I go to the bathroom cabinet
And I grab the bottle of pills.
One by one they disappear,
And I don't even think of how many it kills.
I can hardly wait till I feel the power
As they slide smoothly down my throat.
It'll take effect in exactly an hour.
But I lay in my bed too tired to move.
Those pills definitely made me sedated.
But I'm stil here-I'm still alive
I think they've been highly over-rated.
I look in the bottle and there's only one more.
Just one more- what harm can that do?
But this time swallowing is a chore
I guess that one was long over-due.
Suddenly the room turns black,
And for a moment I'm confused.
But soon I realize its only God's attack.
I close my eyes.
And wait peacefully for Him to take me.
And I leave my body as I hear my mother's cries.
pretty sweet poem..but then again i probably like it cause i'm a pill junkie lol
hey i like it cuz i relate. shit i cant count how many times ive od'd. but still no big feeling. gah. MCL
this is good. it make me remember all those times we were like just one more, its ok ,lol. well im here if you need me ok.