I'm sorry about my burden, how I'm so wrong,
And how I'm so stupid with all that I do.
I'm sorry about the way I am, I dont belong.
I'm sorry that I never at all deserved you.
But you can't see this part of me I'm hiding,
That's so crudely hidden under what you see?
I'm sick of crying, and I can't keep on trying,
Without you I'm worthless, you are so free.
You're my antidote that gets me past every day,
You're the one to always save me from my agony.
I wish I could show you I can't live this way.
I wish I could show you my sorrowful blasphemy.
The infectious pain quickly tears me apart,
And shatters my will within a few words.
I feel so helpless, I wish I could restart,
And go back to when I wasn't such a coward.
You're my lost antidote, come cure this poisoning;
Come reverse me, turn me to my former being.
Please stay forever and keep me from maddening,
And keep me from the edge, stop the bleeding.