Volume One






I'm messed up in the head

I can't get my shit together

and nothing seems to make me better

Everything I tried

just made me think of Suicide


Is this the outcome of my life

right now it's as dull as this knife

Just when I thought it was over, the hurting starts again

like before, the cutting will soon begin


Before long, seems like everything is gone

digging down I just need to hold on


There is no point in living, if you have nothing to live for

you taught me life; meant so much more

but that seems so long ago

since then I've fallen so low

that it looks like nothing will help

am I do die like this? Am I to be Missed?

My life is a shattered mess

hallow and meaningless





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(Updated; From Psycho- Confessions)

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poetvg's picture

ouch i
the pain
on this one