and he will leave me alone tonight
Again within my darkness, my question and fright
and again, again my emotions are denied
And again I pretend to be okay, when a heart is fried
I'd like to know just one thing
Will there ever be an answer to bring?
Night by night, without a knock on my door
Tears so frozen, still thoughts bringing me so sore
I embrace my shadows and what I have been ripped from
I try to look up to the sky, and yet there's still no sight of a visible sun
Your lies cloud the beauty from what I could see
Your lies take away from what I thought could be
and it's all so obvious, yet my boredom chooses to hold me up so
To the still of chained emotions, trying to grasp the shadows made of woe
and again, I still do not know why
When my only entertainment is looking forward to another lie..
With your words draped in sweet clever disguises
Lead me only to questions and silent demises
You again speak of love so freely
But I can tell by your eyes you don't hold it dearly
and I'll wait intently again for more words to keep me company
So I can cling to something, someone, but instead I look forward to agony
It's something I don't quite understand
but it's the closest I have to someone else's hand
and he will leave me alone for another night
Still without another explanation, I cling to an empty sight