This anger inside has rattled my cage
I hide it in a bottle labled rage
I;m sick of its tormenting lies
As it pokes and prys
And searches for a release
It begs pretty please
I keep telling it no, but it gets harder with time
I grab a bottle of tequilla and fuck the lime
I drown my sarrows and shatter my memories
With this broken bottle I sever my arteries
Laying there feeling guilty, I let my soul leave
I sigh and mutter, I just wanted one to believe
My blood's thickening, please just cauterize
'Cause in my final thoughts I finally realize
I take a breath and start to fight
Don't give up, I can see the light
My wife and kids are there crying
Please stop, I'm not dying
Then I hear them praying a prayer
As I look down at my cold dead stare
Laying in my coffin, I know it's too late
But, then I wake up sweating, It's not my fate
I roll over to kiss my wife
She's not there, is this still my life?