07-17-2020
Deathly sounds from a Wurlitzer Organ, piping tunes for a funeral wake
Playing up and down scales, in flattened keys, that make a body shake
A haunting ora, echos through riffs, in darkened chambers of the dead
Eerie music stains your soul, releasing demons in your head
Like scratching nails on a chalkboard, sending chills down your spine
The music grips your darkest fears, in the hallows of your mind
A thousand stares intensely viewed, with final words of dread...
The organ stops, one last goodbye, they close the coffin, your dead.
FROM the depth of my being
A promise of life barely begun
I love her and mourn sadly
THIS is all I can say
HELLO and good-bye, my Baby.
A sweet, painful memory, that's what you are now
NOTHING could ever make me forget
GIFT and grace you were from heaven
ENDED so soon without my embrace
LOVE of my life, so long my Sweetheart.
A confidante a teacher
A lover a friend
All this and more
And now it has to end
You’re catchin’ a train
Goin’ away for good
Leavin’ me cryin’
Anyone else would
Tears drip off my cheeks
Hitting earth harder than rain
You tell me you love me
And step on that train
Leavin’ us all forever
An’ never comin’ back
Stay here please
Cut me some slack
I want you, I need you
As we all do
But no matter where you go
I will always love you
~Chrystal Swallows
Written on
October 29, 2003
Life has been swayed by a wonderful girl
For years upon years she's cast upon worlds
Eclipsing the sun and the moon and the blue
Lighting aflame a desire to choose
Every phase has been spoken aloud
The time that we've spent and wasted on how
we might fit together in the thick of the breeze
Come now to find we collapse from our needs
The straying of hands upon body and mind
Defeated by chance and threat of decline
We sat by the glass and tried not to stare
But found that our eyes were hid by the glare
Sharing the good that life saw to sowing
Observing the ward all hurt and unknowing
We came out to call but at all the wrong days
As our opposite half went prancing astray
We spoke as young lovers without holding hands
We dove down for cover again with each strand
A fault was discovered and we tried to ignore
But came back together once and once more
The window removed and all is exposed
The sun can't reflect and our view is our own
We see just each other but our words cannot sound
And everything is falling as we're breaking down
So I say that I love her and bow down my head
Scribble goodbyes upon parchment and pen
Wish her the best and declare indiscreet
As everything black runs wild through me
And struggle to best that which will bring
me down to the ground and off both my feet
Ending the last of what I was sure
would be my revival back to my words.
Down the steps and to your car
I watch you walk across the tar.
And at my window I stop and stare
Tears roll down by I'm not aware.
Back in my room, I'm all alone
But I still feel your presence and smell your cologne
The past couple days, you captured my soul.
I close my eyes tight to go back in time
When I was with you and the world was mine.
But thinking of that makes me weep
As I know I'll be crying myself to sleep
But it's fine with me, because I know
That in my dreams, your face will show
And there, together, we will be
Immersed in love, just you and me.