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Pretending With Issues
What’s the point of a friendship when there are deeper emotions involved?
Do you want continue play mind-games or be nothing to me at all?
I never lied to myself; your comforting words was never enough for me
You should know very well what I wanted you to see
My feelings aren’t meant to be played with like a mindless doll
Never been the type to pretend not when I have issues that makes me fall
My heart desperately needs affection, beating uncontrollably for you in all directions
It longed for yours but all you had to give is an erection
Will it be you pulling the strings, manipulated by a puppeteer’s selfish motives to the end?
Can it be so simple to just pretend?
Pretend nothing is wrong from within
Your actions are telling my heart, “Stop being difficult.” Is my love for a impassionate man a sin?
The morals inside of me tells me to press on and leave from this emotional torment
It’s not a relationship but I know I want to be free from the attachment
Friends never get this attached through one’s fascination
This isn’t no love, it could simply be infatuation
Admittedly, cravings of lust for you was there
Live with no regrets, all I can do is sincerely care
If respect was ever in your category, my departure from you then you’ll understand
Romantic love is just as rewarding as intimate lust, but to learn that you’ll have to mature further as a man
Take care; I hope you realize one day my heart was one of the rarest
Treat others the same way I loved you then may maybe you will end up with a woman just as fairest
What intrigues me most about
What intrigues me most about this write is the phrase 'intimate lust'. You appear endlessly loyal, honest, and authentic to me, and yet, I know that the times in my life I experienced what you hav explained here--- it was because I needed to grow past the fears inside from childhood that lust was a bad thing. What I learned is that lust is not a bad thing as long as you keep it compartmentalized. After learning what I did during those years I wouldn't mix the words 'intimate' and 'lust', unless there was also 'romantic' and 'love'.... without the 'romantic and love' part, well, I'd just as well drop the 'intimate' part altogether and call a spade a spade. I don't think lust can be intimate without romantic and love....it's just plain lust. (which I'm not judging at all--it's just a lot easier to enjoy something when you have an understanding of it, and aren't expecting anything more from it!----could as well be a good vibrator!
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Anyway, That caught my eye with this one!! :-D ~peace~
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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "
I liked it. Reminded me of my
I liked it. Reminded me of my own journey.
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I'm going to read the rest of
I'm going to read the rest of these when I wake up. (I work nights!) <3 ~peace~
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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "
Aw.
But my poems are short. Kidding. Night, friendly stranger. But seriously, my poems are short compared to the other writings of poetry I've seen.