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You ever hated someone so much that you hate yourself for still loving them?
Confusing concept, maybe.. but that's how I feel when I think about you.
I bet my life would be completely different had I never met you but you've become a major reason of why I am who I am..
Still.. when I think about you, it feels like I'm just painting a mental picture of someone that I never really knew.

Man, I try to tell myself that you were just a bump in the road. I convince myself that nothing can bring me down, not even you.
Yet every now and then, your memories still come rushing like wildfire.. I guess my own mind is my biggest enemy.
How do you play it off so well? I mean, I'm a professional at the game of 'who can care less' but damn, did I really ever mean anything to you?
We went from being a thing to envy to acting like we never had any chemistry. And to think.. just last week, we still got along perfectly.

You'd think by now I'd get used to people always leaving, but something about you just seemed different from the rest.
You had my mind gone. You gave me hope. You seemed flawless. You were the one that was going to justify why nobody in my past remained true..
But boy, did you prove me wrong. I gave you my all. I tried to be the best I can, just for you.. but I guess you must not have been impressed.
You left behind all the promises you made.. all the bullshit you fed me. And the only thing gone now is you.