Conflict's repitition leads to progression severed;
a life in which the enemy you're no better.
Outrages, rampages, fights beyond any cause
lead to a world in which you're no better off.
The only resolution to a problem so unreal
is to find a place where you no longer feel.
The pain of others on your life already cold,
forces you to hide to cover up what you're told.
I need to escape from all these lies;
these indescribable pains, all the time..
I need to recover, to get a hold on myself.
I will discover what truth is left at all.
I sit alone in the blackness of reason;
a pathetic target for the others to tease on.
I don't want to face the pain of publicity,
but I cannot stand the pain of no honesty.
Cover me in paint, lock me in my coffin,
never let me see, let not any light in.
I need to be concealed, need to be away
from the lies, scars, and pains of every day.