Never been the one
To stand and fight
For the dreams
That sore so high
I’m the one that hides
With fear inside
Living on burnt memories
Can’t seem to find
A fresh start
A new beginning
Without hindering hands
That grasp my sanity
Preventing me
To take a stand
I’m hurting and bleeding
From self-inflicted moods
When will I learn to love?
And heal these open wounds
How can I stop dying on the inside?
Rotting and withering away
Picking up my shattered pieces
In hope, that they’d stay
Breaking free from this hold
No longer listening to what I’m told
I’m sold on this future, meant to be
All these thoughts
Crashing down
The storm’s coming
And I’m here waiting
Can’t be hell bound
Chains wrapped around me
Screams with no sound
Sold on stories told
Silver linings and sun shine
Coming after the rain
Please erase this pain, warring
Ripping off this sorrow
Like clothes off my back
There can only be a better tomorrow
So let the rain come
Wash me clean
Swipe the things off my plate
That keep me, from me
self inflicted moods
a vicious cycle of sin and sadness.. i have been there, and while it is hard to break free from, the strength is inside you. dig deep. real deep. deeper. and remember, jesus loves you :)
I tell myself he loves me
I tell myself he loves me everyday. Lifes a blessing. Dowsing myself in Him and always looking forward. Thanks for the love!
**if it's an eye for an eye, then we'll all go blind.**