Can I please stop thinking of you?
Leave my thoughts,
And take my insecurities
What you left in your wake,
As you simply disappeared
No words
Nothing
I'm just left to wonder why
Fuck this inner ache
Fuck this forever pain
I wish you'd come back
Swoop me up
And tell me this is all a joke
I wish I could hold you
Lay on you, or
You could lay on me
What did we even have?
Did any of it have meaning?
Here I am again
Rambling
Fuck you for hurting me
Fuck you for the gut punch to my heart
Thank you for ruining a piece of me
As you remain silent
And I am simply forgotten