I lay in dark and dreaming sleep
While countless wars and ages passed
While lovers lost and children died
The cycle ran until, aghast
I opened my eyes, so I should see
And learn from this unending past
That life is short, though days are long
And that we were never meant to last.
I woke to noise and screaming life
But death was ever found to be
Within the dissonance of voice
Born in children, grown in me
I ran until I fell alone
But decease, like a fey banshee
Moved silently in my shadowed steps
With no intent to set me free
I dozed through my own middle life
I couldn't care to breathe or die
To see my friends or family
Would just admit that I'm alive
I felt like life would canter on
Meaningless, though I'd strive
To fight the caress of lover-death
To hope my wonder would revive
I slept tonight a wondrous sleep
Of moon and star and sunlit eyes
From my bed, I heard her creep
And then I found to my surprise
An angel of unending rest
With promises to mesmerize
I gave her my own soul to reap
No more left to agonize
Author's Notes/Comments:
I liked the first two lines enough to compose another poem
I Read The Whole Poem
Because of the cadence and pacing and breaths as I read it aloud, rhymes vanished. At the end I found them and said oh, the content overshadows the rhyme scheme. Amazing write. "fey banshee" and "lover-death" - yes. - slc