Not sure why I try so hard.

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I wonder how you don't feel the same.
My heart pounds at the thought of your name.
It's true that we just met,
In your life, I wish you would let.
Please let me in, I could be something new.
I know it's hard, like breaking in new shoes.

They say I'm just too trusting,
But that's not true at all.
I will still be there at your every beck and call.
I like to think that it's just the way I am.
Just playing the cards in my hand.

How did I get to where I am today?
Is it all the pain that will always stay?
I give too much to everyone else.
Though if I don't, my heart just melts.

I will never be that happy girl,
With absolutely no cares in the world.
Constant feelings of not being up to par.
Wasn't sure it would go this far.
Now you see all my painful scars.

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I thought one thing, but they proved another. Not sure what to think. Don't wanna give up something good for a risk like this.

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You sound like the voices in

You sound like the voices in my head...


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