I have been to hell and back. One too many times.
I feel like my soul is older than my real age.
I have been hurt in the past. But it is my inspiration to write.
I may not be the best.
But I do enjoy writing.
It's a fun way to occupy my time.
I used to have millions of books of poetry.
I have no idea where they are now.
So I'm trying to build up again.
There will always be the special people in my life.
Who have had the biggest impact.
More than they will ever know.
My poetry I feel is a diary of my life.
The words that I cannot say tho those who are important to me can be seen here.
I do not usually share my work with the people that they are about. I am very shy and a very anxious person.
I'm constantly worried about the "what ifs" of life.
I have many periods of intense happiness and then deep sadness.
It's been this way for as long as I can remember. I find my ways to cope.
My writing may be very sad at some points but I know that the only way to go from there is up.
I know that it's petty and weird. But I love hearts and the word love.
It's ironic because of the way that I feel about love.
But I just can't get enough of hearts :)
Just an everyday belly button. It pierced. :)
Music is my life. What ever activity and wherever I go. Music is always there. I love all types of music. It's a huge part of my life.
I love to listen to the lyrics. Write them down etc.
Words just speak to me and I appreciate them so much. I love physically writing them. And I love seeing differen fonts and colors of words. It seems the words just flood in my mind and my job is to make sense of them.
I also enjoy reading. One of my favorite books is the Lovely Bones. Written by Alice Sebold. She also wrote a non-fiction version of this book called Lucky. Both of these books are a great read and I would reccomend them to anyone.
I love horror movies. Also I am a sucker for "chick flicks." My favorite movies include Thirteen, Jennifer's Body, White Oleander, The Sweetet Thing, Maid of Honor, and the list goes on :)