Emo Trip


I have never, ever
Shared my man
Not with anyone
For any reason
But now I am
But why you ask
Because he cannot find the time
Or maybe he just doesn’t want to
Find the time to talk to my dad
I think he is just
Enjoying the time with her
So he doesn’t want to
Find the time
Because he is spending
It all with her
So what am I to think
Of all this?
I have heard others say
“Just drop him;
He will always walk
All over you, if you let him.”
But I cannot find a way
To do just that
Mayhap it’s just something
Within me
Maybe I’m just dysfunctional
Maybe I’ve got my heart
And my mind
Are all in the wrong place
Maybe something’s just wrong
Maybe I am wanting
To be hurt
Maybe I need to feel pain
Because no one could want me
Maybe this is just me
Being emotional

Written on
October 1, 2011

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was yet another written to Tom ___. This was an emotinal trip I have been feeling for a few days now. and I just realized that it has been a month, with only 2 weeks of her. *Sighs* I just dont know. But I thank all of you for giving me the advice on the last poem.

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HisWithNoDoubt's picture

im sure you could actually do

im sure you could actually do alot better. the question jus is do u wanna? ik i dont want better unless its him. but actually im so confused with guys right now i dont even kno what one i want.

HisWithNoDoubt's picture

ik how u feel. everyone

ik how u feel. everyone wanted me to leave the guy im crazy in love with.. and i did it. only an hour after i did it to regret it and realize that i didnt want to live without him. hes my life and now im working my ass off to get him back. i love him with all my heart and i lost track of what i worked so hard to get for jus a few minutes and lost everything i worked for..

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Maybe then you can understand why when told I could do better, that I didnt listen. Because I know I cannot do any better than him.

Right now I'm having amnesia and deja vu at the same time. I think I've forgotten this before. - Steven Wright

People like you are the reason people like me exsist. Out of a song of the same title by a band called 'Say Anything'