Always on the road, sometimes I'd halfway be asleep,
But every mile worth it, cuz this love is not skin-deep,
Your struggle has been difficult, so many different yards,
Just seeing the smile on your face was always my reward.
I learned a lot of things in life, but never had I known,
A smile could be perpetual, through so many nights alone,
I don't know what you look like when I turn and walk away,
But I know by now you know my love is in your heart to stay.
I tell few people of our love, their noses snub and judge,
Do they really have the right to hold love hostage as a grudge?
This undermining of love itself makes little sense to me.
I've learned it's best let them go, keep an open heart for you and me.
I learned a lot of things in life, but never had I known,
A smile could be perpetual, through so many nights alone,
I don't know what you look like when I turn and walk away.
But I know by now you know my love is in your heart to stay.
We'll hope there's money for the gas, and rental cars to drive,
We'll pray that street signs only cost a bumper, not my life,
I've learned to pull aside and not go down the ramp asleep.
I've learned I shouldn't dye my hair on only two hours sleep.
I learned a lot of things in life, but never had I known,
A smile could be perpetual, through so many nights alone,
I don't know what you look like when I turn and walk away.
But I know by now you know my love is in your heart to stay.
Copyright 2013
I have never, ever
Shared my man
Not with anyone
For any reason
But now I am
But why you ask
Because he cannot find the time
Or maybe he just doesn’t want to
Find the time to talk to my dad
I think he is just
Enjoying the time with her
So he doesn’t want to
Find the time
Because he is spending
It all with her
So what am I to think
Of all this?
I have heard others say
“Just drop him;
He will always walk
All over you, if you let him.”
But I cannot find a way
To do just that
Mayhap it’s just something
Within me
Maybe I’m just dysfunctional
Maybe I’ve got my heart
And my mind
Are all in the wrong place
Maybe something’s just wrong
Maybe I am wanting
To be hurt
Maybe I need to feel pain
Because no one could want me
Maybe this is just me
Being emotional
~Chrystal
Written on
October 1, 2011