I left the door open
an this one li’l sin
came strolling in,
now I find myself a slave
to this way to behave
that detests me.
Now the light, I can no longer see.
I left the door open,
and now I know why I should have bolted it shut
but now it’s too late.
I’m n such an awful state,
a sinful state,
I’m in a spiritual rut.
Oh, Lord, is it too late?
Is there a way out of this state
of sin and shame? Is it too late?
I can almost hear the voice of you
saying “I still love you,
Just repent and return to Me.”
The light I can barely see,
my own behavior, I dost hate,
yet I’m in such a spiritual rut.
I really hate my sin,
I wish I had never let it in
this life of mine. I hate my sin.
I should have left the door shut.
The Light, I can barely see
for this sin has blinded me,
I just want to be
faithful to You.
But breaking free is hard to do,
When sin is chained to my heart.
How can I ever part
with this that has become a part of me?
“Repent, and return to me,” I hear You say.
I can barely hear you, though, for I
have become blind and deaf (sigh).
My sin makes me wanna cry,
when upon my bed I lay.
At night, when I try
to sleep, all the things that I
have done, these things, they fly
to the center of my mind
and I hear my teeth grind
at the thought of how
I have let you down. I bow
my head, but I
cannot find the words
to express my regrets.
“Let’s forget it, and Let’s
start anew, no worries, not frets,”
I hear You speak these words.
Father, help me to
accept the forgiveness that You
offer. Father, make me new
cleanse me, once again
forgive me my sin.
Only in You,
can I defeat
the temptation that lures me.
Help me to see
Your light more clearly.
Please, remove me from this spiritual rut.
shut the door- dont reopen my friend. that sin is knocking for you too reopen. dont reopen the door of sin. it just hurts, tries to destroy you. theres another door. jesus is at that one. open that door instead. there is love, peace and a reminder. not to open that other door.
love this poem. one i should read many times as a reminder to me to not to...open THAT door. RON