This was written a long time ago when I was 17. I had married my first husband, which fyi was an arranged marriage. I wanted to marry another, but my mom had ran him off so I finally agreed to marry her choice. Well, as soon as I was married, the one I wanted started writing again. My then husband didn't approve and could be abusive at times, so I wrote this poem from the other guy's perspective. Of course, he didn't wait for me and married another... originally written in 1995