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Being a sex symbol can be mentally exhausting always having to pretend to always happy and or pleasing others. The reality is we have emotions just like everyone else. The older I get the more comfortable I get expressing myself on my less happy days. Beyond the sexual orgasms I am a whole person that need emotional acknowledgement like everyone else. 

I'm in a weird space within right now.

Trying to find the strength to go radio silent and let the true friendships surface.

Trying to find a true friendship with myself, and rebuild my connection to my spirit.

Distance and space are hard to do when you feel like you'll be missing out on others.

But, it's time.