yea...i'm stupid...and...screwed up everything with everything...and i came so close to losing him, but I didn't, it's just hard to remember that the voice has a body connected to it...you know?
NOTE: and, once again, everything turned out alright in the end. The voice is connected to a body, and more importantly, to the soul of the man I love. So everything is alright for me for now, and I don't plan on losing him again any time soon.