I have a lot to say
But what I want to tell you
Just cannot be articulated in words
Words are feeble
words lose all meaning
Words get lost in translation
failing me the way I fear
failing you
Beautiful YOU
The one good thing I've found
In two years of pain
two years of crying
two years of loss
two years of lonliness and rage
And how I wish I could show you
Paint you a picture of what it MEANS
just to know you
But there are no colours
Not a blue in my box of crayons
That can capture the look
in those eyes so full of lovliness
The Lovliness of your heart
The Lovliness of your strength
The Lovliness of your kindness
To me...to ME! As if I could
even hope to deserve such a gift
And if I could I would Show you
YOURSELF through these dull brown eyes
And I would make you understand
Make you SEE
Make you KNOW
Make you BELIEVE
That I'm alive only
Because an Angel loved me