whats it like to feel normal

whats it like to feel normal 2015

 

 

whats it like to feel normal i sometimes ponder

to be like other people i think and wonder

i look out the window and see them walking

but i cant go out side and join them talking

somedays i think its a bad habit to live by

but im not strong enough and have to ask why

when i was younger i wasnt like this

but i feel like i'm falling in the abyss

and i still ask whats it like to feel normal

like going to dinner and dressing formal

i wish things were diferent but they never will be

others will never know and cant ever really see

that silent fight that i live with every day

for i will never tell and i wont ever say

to that person on the other side of this wall

i want to know whats it like to feel normal

 

 

                   zoeycup16

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i wrote this poem a couple of days ago cuz i have agoraphobia and i wanted to go take a walk but i had no one to go with me so i couldnt go.

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deepinyourdreams's picture

I don't think there is a

I don't think there is a "normal"....normal is just perspective....wanting to feel different....

                                                     and you already feel "different"...so I guess you're "normal!Tongue Out


"Deepinyourdreams"

zoeycup16's picture

normal

true but i do have these phobias and i do somethimes wonder whats it like to feel different!!!