I've lived a pretty
sheltered life so far.
So I have gotten used
to not going out,
or going places with friends.
So now, I'm in a dilema...
I don't know how
to get out there,
to be outgoing,
and get noticed.
I don't know where
all the hot spots are.
I don't know how to ask
my mother to let me go out.
I don't know how to dance.
I don't know how to dress sexy.
I don't know how to flirt real well.
I don't fit in when I go out.
I want to have a boyfriend,
I want to be loved.
I want someone to want me.
I want someone to know.
Oh, I want someone to know,
the feelings that are trapped inside of me,
trying to get out.
I don't know how to let go,
to have fun!
Nor, where to go to
have fun!
I've lead a pretty
sheltered life so far,
but I want to break out of that shell,
get out from under that shelter!
Become more outgoing!
Have Fun!
I've lead a sheltered life,
but now I want to be free!
Balance. Take baby steps. Go
Balance. Take baby steps. Go out with friends. And still spend plenty of time alone. Then spend a little mire time out...
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yea, my problem is... I don't
yea, my problem is... I don't have many friends, most of the time my friends are busy, or some are boys, and I'm not really allowed to call or text guys...
I wanted to go buy some latex free condoms, but my mother would never be happy to let me out of the house to do that...
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