Simple pleasantries.
Greetings, handshakes.
I’m not the one you know
and the fire in her blue eyes
is enough to keep you
shackled to reality,
knowing this universe of tattered connections
is only getting in the way
as we throw ourselves to the ground too many times.
I can tell from your wanting
you’re tired of listening
to people who will never know you
and people who know you too well.
I can tell from your gaze
you’re tired of this place
fucked up with streams of consciousness
and people slamming the door.
It’s telling someone you haven’t seen since Christmas
how much they mean to you.
Sure, I love you, you cross my mind once a month
give or take a few minutes.
But the one you really know
you can’t see anymore
and really you’d rather be holding her hand.
People coming and going
from the ultimate house party
because love’s imitation is left unguarded on the mantle
when all your fucked-up connections
decide it’s time to return home
But the only thing you care about
is the people you love for real
who never showed their faces.
Lines Like These
"...give or take a few minutes..." send the poem to a place where you nod and say "that's right!" I kinda chuckled on that one. You don't get to choose who loves you all the time, I am partial to the lyricists who said: "Love the one you with!" :D