Clueless And Confused

The Lost One

We traveled these long roads leading to the country side
I found that place, that one special place, no longer willing to hide

Years of emotions, were welcomed with the same
By the next day her feelings changed, too brief, to soon it came

If I could only live forever, in that moment, and time would freeze
But, it is gone, just as the fallen leaves of autumn in a breeze

I have those memories, while gazing into her eyes, of her voice
Those loving words made my soul tremble, made by her choice

The tears she gave in expressing our same fate
Confirming we are without a doubt, each other soulmate

The following morning, she said without a laughter
She can't have those feelings, a wolf is what she after

She knows a wolf only a short while, and us for most of our lives
Prefers the predator, stabbing my heart with a thousand knives

So, here I am, the "Nice Guy", just like "Girlfriends"
The one, the beat of my heart... wants to be "Just Friends"

Being cold and dismissive, for years that was how I did act
Assholes always gets the girl and that's a cold hard fact

The reason to all my pain here in recent days
Was my refinement from animal, to more of the gentlemen ways

Say to me as you will, that I should or should not leave it to fate
For every time my heart beats, I love her, she is my soulmate.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

She's been used and abused, in and out of bad relationships her entire life. She doesn't know, never felt and can't see true love, for she is clueless and blind.

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