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I don’t trust myself with you
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2013
You left deep hollowed trenches in me
Full of soldiers fighting for you
Bodies rotting from the plague of your love
And I didn’t see it until now
Until I actually wanted to move on
Not just said it
Pretended
Put on a smile and a new man’s kiss
But actually WANTED it
Saw the possibility of forgetting you
I didn’t realise that you are there
Below my own heart beat
A thunderous drum beating of war
Sending shivers down my spine
Thump
Thump
Thump
And suddenly all men are you
You know the thing about landmines...
They take the crap with them when they blow...
Moving on may be a chore, and forgetting an improbability...
But you, my dear...I'm quite sure you can handle it.
Sometimes...as I've learned recently, it is better not to forget as you move on, but to embrace what once was...that way, you already know what you want and don't want, and how to differentiate..
So set off all the mines, and then traipse through the empty field. When all the dust settles, you'll see where you're going again :)
"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr
:) I could not have said it
:) I could not have said it better myself!
Much Love
Ashley
Boom! Some mines you will
Boom!
Some mines you will never find,
How do you really unlove someone?
It's impossible we end up sharing our heart
And rationing our bodies hoping being 'faithful' will
Defuse the situation...
Love is a battlefield
Of contenders,
Rigged with mines
Well said,
Excellently written,
I couldn't leave this un responded
Even if it did leave me envious
And speechless. It's too good for that even
Hugss and happy work through
SS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
:) I am bright red in the
:) I am bright red in the middle of starbucks my dear...envious...:) silly smoothie envy is for the bankers who never dare to write, mutual admeration and respect is for us free spirits and artistic souls ;p
Much Love
Ashley
i know what you feel like.
i know what you feel like. but i always felt like the landmine went off with her and i can fill the whole with more earth but itll never be the same
I think considering we all
I think considering we all have mine fields maybe we should all be more understanding when dealing with other's fields.
Much Love
Ashley
;-)
This one deserves consideration for Rec Reads! Amazing write!
Perhaps, that minefield is
Perhaps, that minefield is still too fresh and hazardous to clean right now. Maybe it needs to be marked off, and allow the weathering of the seasons to expose more of the mines to the surface where you can see them. Your hand will be steadier, your expertise at defusing them greater and your fear of hearing one go boom will be less. No more minefield, just the occasional mine that slipped by unnoticed. You can't find them all ;-)
Love and hugs ;-)
OH BEAVIS DO I EVER CHERISH
OH BEAVIS DO I EVER CHERISH AND LOVE YOU SO! :)
great minds think alike
Much Love
Ashley
My dear friend these are
My dear friend these are passionate words. You put it all out there
Thank you for sharing. I'm sure we'll be in touch soon.
:) HUGS it is so good to have
:)
HUGS
it is so good to have you back Fitz :)
Much Love
Ashley
I can relate to this very
I can relate to this very much.
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Its the whole look back on
Its the whole look back on last year bs, and where I was this time last year, my last new years was fuckin balls, and I guess I didn't close it you know? I just ignored it and now it is fuckin rearing its ugly ass dragon head and burning everything down on me, I am being over dramatic with my words, its not that bad just annoying, to think you have let something go and discover you have not and then be stuck in "how do I let it go? didn;t I already do this?"
Much Love
Ashley
Do you really Want to let go?
Do you really Want to let go?
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exactly ;) see you guys all
exactly ;) see you guys all get me so much
thus me needing to think, and ride the bus, a lot :)
Much Love
Ashley