nothing makes sense at night
even the colorful dreams are black and white lies
we sleep we sleep
no sound to take a rifle shot
we go somewhere
through something that looks like a fisherman’s net
we can’t fight
we have a hammer in our heart that beats only death sentences
smile
tomorrow will be an even bigger nothing
from which to learn putting an arm over the other
the lifting shoulders theory
I like to believe that blood in my veins is wine
that I can erase moon like an annoying mole on the breast
I like to believe that I can be gentle
when the winter replaces my wrists
I don’t share my darkness with nobody
not even poetry.
I’m like a bird which is always building the same nest
although it’s always destroyed by a broom
in my sleep my lord forgives me for all my sins
and I pull these eyelids like blinds
and I pull my life like my mother’s dress
and more often when i shut up
it’s a problem
I am we are
children of fear
but there’s always a bed in which our memory gets wiped
and that is good.