Did you ever care?
Did you ever feel the same way?
How much of it was real?
How much f it was lies?
You must of known I cared,
You must of known how I really felt,
I wanted to make you happy,
I wanted to show you I understood,
How could you be so cruel?
How could you not see it was hurting me?
I took a chance and trusted you,
I took a chance and let you in,
You never let me in,
You never seemed to care,
How much pain does pleasure bring?
How much pleasure does pain bring?
Why didnt you stop it?
Why did you carry on?
You hurt me in ways I never knew,
You hurt me permanently,
I have scars from you,
I have scars because of you,
I gave you a second chance,
I gave you a third chance,
You chose to burn those bridges,
You chose to burn me.
I know I need to walk away,
Tell me its over even though it never began,
Remove the spell Im under,
Let me live in peace,
My heart aches at the thought of you,
Why did I fall for you?
I let you in and you shut me out,
Only there when it was convenient for you.
I told you I wont chase you forever,
One day I will give up and walk away,
No matter how great the pain,
How much I miss your touch,
The taste of you on my lips,
Your skin against mine,
Intoxicating scent of pheremones,
The adrenaline rush,
Hearts pounding and pulses thumping,
Im going to miss it all,
But most of all,
Im going to miss you.
Ego sum paenitet me dilexit vos.