If and When
There's a sea, a city, then her,
All waiting for home and a happy place,
Each caved by impatience, importance and imperfection
That they're sick of waiting, and yet
There's hope there, I hope.
Although there's fear there, I fear.
A fear that hope is too far away
And a hope that fear will be far enough away,
Fear is bitter fruit, so let's not.
Hope is a well-thumbed book and we can,
It's a plan, or a laugh or a song, or a day
Without eyes, just words and a laugh.
You're waiting for a day to say "I deserve it"
But it isn't the bones and the pain and the hate that you need,
It's a boat across the sea to the city.