I wake in a daze
Dying to write
Just to feel
Like me today
Only to be met
At every turn
By every reason
That I can't
Pencil and paper
My hand shakes
Fuck it I'm better
At typing anyway
Computer fucks up
Internet is down
Isolated
And cut off
Left to inspire myself
Through the anger
Screaming within me
But not a clue
What topic
To channel
It through
Soul screaming to
Be heard
But with no
Way to speak of
I get to know me
Once again
And in doing so
Become even more
Desperate
To be heard
But by who
And how
Manson screaming
In my ears
And gracing
My tv screen
I snap out of it
Fuck it
I'll make it work
The artist
Within me
May not tonight
Be free
But it will
Find a way
To keep fighting
.
Thanks for the encouragement, writer...
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