Feeling guilty

Don't know what to do. Fill my void or stay true to you. 

I miss him way too much. It's getting to be so damn tough. 
My heart burns with this decision. It's your smell that I've been missing. 
The way you feel in my arms. You were like my lucky charm. 
I gave so much of me to you. I'm so confused about what to do. 
 
I went ahead and started something new. But yet I continue to think of you. 
He makes me happy but it's not the same. I hate playing these little games.
My stomach is constantly in knots. With you clouding all my thoughts. 
I think of us and the things we used to do. Going back in time is just too good to be true. 
 
Why can't I just forget about us. It's just so hard for me to learn to trust. 
The way I feel when he's around. It's like a song with the perfect sounds. 
Why can't we have what we had before? When my heart wasn't so torn.
 
No matter what we have been through. You will always be my boo. 
Our silly voices and crazy words. I love you so much it is absurd. 
It doesn't matter how much you make me cry. You will always be the apple of my eye. 
 
I will never feel the same for anyone new. Just like the way I feel for you.
Your gentle voice and smooth touch. I just fiend and crave it too much.
Even though I know this is wrong. I've had too much. This can't keep goin on. 
 
Author's Notes/Comments: 

I know I will regret this but I have no other choice. My heart is taking over. I'm sorry....

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Irockpoker's picture

Even if u regret this

Even if u regret this decision in the near future... It seems as when u get out of ur current relationship and go back to the x... U will be satisfied inside... And even if it don't work out... I'm sure u will be happy with urselI no matter what... But do urself a favor and get out before ur stuck... Good luck :)


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Morningglory's picture

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Can totally relate to this. :/


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