She cries night after night
After another long fight
With the day she just went through
Nothing seems right
Nothing seems true
When you argue with something that has control over you
She tries to make it right
She tries to put up a fight
She feels she will always lose in the end
She wonders why continue on,
Why must she be strong
When all seems to have gone wrong
The hope in her heart
Seems more torn apart
With each and every twist
The faith in her hands
Would like to make plans
But she is worried she will screw them up again
She has dreams every night
Of a life that is so right
Where she will teach what she has learned
Helping who she can
Inspiring them to become all that they can
Finding out what she loves
Means so much to her
She knows she will never give up
She loves to paint, listen to music, and read
It all gives her a chance to be free
Lack of having what she needs
Makes her heart want to bleed
When that boy is still what seems a million miles away
She'd love to stay and play this 'silly game'
But she lost faith that it will ever stay the same
What she doesn't know, is what he knows
And what he feels inside
She'd love to get to know
What it is she needs to know
But she can never find the time to just listen to him say
That he knows what is true and thinks of everything she can do
To make her life Ok if only for today
He wants a long-term commitment to a realtionship
She never knows what she needs to do
And she prays
She prays day after day, looking for the words to say
If it is answers she needs, I will beg and I'll plead
"Will you please listen to what I have to say?"
"I feel I know the answers, for I love God like you"
"I think I know how to make your prayers come true!"
"Live like you love it, love like you live it"
"If someone needs a helping hand, give it"
"Everything will turn out ok..."
"I promise that everything will be ok..."
She will listen to him another day
And he will never forget just what to say
She should know that he loves her
again, unbelieveable. i like this one more because its deeper into my core. i love it, i love to read about myself from a different perspective, its so mezmirizing. i've read them all at least a dozen times by now. when i saw their titles and only one was critiqued i felt odd and almost obligated to read them, so i did, and low and behold their about me! i feel terrible for not critiquing them sooner...but i feel i have benefitted more from reading them now...so thanks again, for this awesome gift.