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One day
This is how the story goes.
A lonely boy, trapped in his self-consciousness, aggravated by others
Meets a girl, a girl trapped in her self-consciousness, their minds connect at once
They go through the good, the bad, the beautiful, the ugly
They go behind authority just to see each other's faces
To keep that horror of self-consciousness away
But one day, that girl goes too far
One day she thinks she can have it all
One day she doesn't tell him about her feelings for him
And that's when the story truly begins
The boy and girl talk, they work it out, they think it'll all be fine
He starts to notice her changing, changing in ways he thought he'd never see
He thinks its just a phase
He thinks "everyone goes through these phases, she's just going through one"
She doesn't stop.
He starts to adapt to her, starts to forget how she used to be
Starts to forget the girl that he fell for in the beginning of the story
Starts to pay the price
"Every relationship has their ups and downs"
Yes but that relationship wasn't a rollercoaster
It was a free fall, a free fall that doesn't stop when it hits the ground
But somehow goes further and further down into the dark abyss of the unknown world
The boy, that stupid naive boy is blinded, scared that everything will come back
But he doesn't think that he wants everything to come back
He doesn't think that that self-consciousness is worse now then it ever was
When did he hear those words that would light his face up
When did she give him everything he wanted
When did she give him everything he needed
One day reality comes in
The day that has been needing to come, but has been dreaded
That girl does it for the last time
That boy still hiding behind his fears of being alone
It ends
It ends for them but not for him
She goes off to accomplish new things and to create this very story for more people
He doesn't go off, he falls back into darkness of his own demons
Getting pulled further and further back every time a glimpse of hope enters that dull head
Not knowing where he is headed
He tries fighting for his freedom
Tries to run back towards the light
But what he doesn't know is he's running backwards
The light is out of reach from him
Burying himself deeper in the ashes of his life's destruction
He fights, he wants to be a phoenix but instead he's a deer in headlights
Not knowing where he's going
Not knowing where he needs to go
Instead of finding all that out he sits and lets everything take control of his body
But what he needs to be doing is standing up for himself
He needs to crawl out of the darkness to be exposed to the beauty of the world
He pushes the demons away
Pushing them further and further
Pulling him closer and closer
He reaches it
He sees it
He believes it
And the story end
The story ends for that little self-conscious boy
But another story begins for a man that has seen everything
A new beginning
A good beginning.
