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what do you do?
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my fucked up head those few moments of uncertainty that bring nothing dread and guilt,
those moments when the pull is to much and you just don't know what to do...
what do you do? ...
its like this unknown power that is calling out wanting you to do something anything...
you want to reach for that phone and make that one call that can change everything...or maybe nothing at all...
you sit there and try your best to will this feeling away because no matter what you know deep inside that somehow nothing will change
but still this feeling is sometimes so strong that you start to believe somehow they just have to feel it too ...
because...because its so strong you just want to cry because you feel so much and maybe...just maybe they feel it too...
I think you have described the anguish very well!
I like the way you have presented the dillemma here. it feels real and a part of the uncertaintly of wondering how someone or something feels about you. when you make the call. good work!
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
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