I Struggle to Understand
A mistaken event, but possibly the truth;
Which suspends the future in the unknown.
The transpiration results in alteration,
Of the one known path to be followed.
One cannot take back the so-called sins.
But remorse is not easily found in the heart, nor the soul.
Not even the mind can comprehend,
What lay in store for the confused.
A faithful night the words formed,
To possibly bring some solace, some freedom.
Yet there seems to be a pit of darkness,
That there seems to be no escape.
It is not to say that life is dangerous,
But to remark that mistakes are made.
For the person who decides fate
Is the one least likely to know.
What can be conveyed by physical means
Cannot be enough to spare life plans.
Previous visions dashed on a simple event,
One which causes the previous confusion.
What is regret and what is hate?
What is the thing so sought after?
An unspoiled poise so nearly attained
That shatters like so?
I do not speak mysteriously for a purpose,
Other than to maybe free myself.
But I know this must be lived with,
Regardless of my hopeful fears.
I cannot fathom what is beyond,
That is beyond the present.
I only see what lay ahead,
A road now rocky with misperception.
Poem.
Well written, You ere right in queryi life ad its purpose witout the religious. nonsese that is driled. Into, us as. Bern
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