THE SILENT BLUES
I know you hate me, I know you do,
I’m not even offered a chance at the truth
You pass me by day to day,
With barely a glance headed my way,
I know I should accept, your hate and your hand
At least your willing, to still be my friend
But I’m aching inside and I can’t sleep at night
Because I unintentionally forced a goodbye
Maybe I’m exaggerating the memory of your warmth
Perhaps I’m overthinking the time in your arms
And though I understood, we were in a sinking canoe
I was really enjoying the decline with you
At least I can say you’ve returned my voice
I don’t want this to end, but it’s not my choice
So I’ll pass you by daily with just a wave
Satisfied just to see your face
Though it hurts to see you walk away
Knowing we will never again have our secret place
You told me to drop it, it’s dead to you
And this is why I’m writing my silent blues