Were my life to just cease,
Would it even be a great loss?
Or would their grief, for me,
Be so hard to come across?
Would any weeping ensue,
With a heart that's so aching?
From their guilt of the years,
Convinced I, was only faking?
And would they even feel sorry,
For tossing me carelessly away?
For breaking my aching heart?
For causing me, such dismay?
Will they realize how I've hurt,
Because of their frequent inactions?
For blaming me for it all?
And for contrived-false infractions?
I feel buried-cold and forgotten,
Despite how hard I have tried.
Because nowadays, it's like,
..........I've. Already. Died.