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A Confilct of Heart and mind

I always lived in my past and still do certain times.

Its just situations that has brought me here today.

with this painfull  face and a smiling  disguise.

this world i know has no importance to tears

The pain inside is still not dead ,

it kicks up with thoughts now and then.

is there some medicine that i can get

or should i live with this, not being me.

I want to be me from what i am.

but too scared if the world will accept me.

My heart that speaks a thousand words

but mind that thinks beyond my heart

There has always been a conflict within

of heart and mind i hope it ends

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Do we all hide ourselves from what we are - I do .... why does it have to be this way ?

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last updated 10 October 2010 - 9:09pm
©21 August 2006 - 6:50pm — aciddust
23 August 2006 - 12:45am — Jacquie Watts (not verified)
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I think the reality of it is centers around the fact that we are scared of what we might be. Other judge, and therefore we try to disguise who we are and how we feel. Trouble is is that 9 times out of 10 we don't even know what it is we're disguising or hiding. We loose ourselves long before we decide on hiding ourselves.

I loved the poem...Again, a few gramatical mistakes...but over all, I love the feel of this poem! :)