Today I sent an email to the love of my life basically saying that I was here for him and that I wasn’t going anywhere. That I was loyal, trusting , loving and was patiently waiting.
I think that it was one of the hardest emails I have ever sent. I’m not a mean person. I’m a blunt person. I do not want to have invested the last 13 years for no reason. Promises were made. Commitment was made. I needed to know. I told him that the ball was in his court. I love him.
Today I spent fighting. Fighting for love.
Fighting for life.
fighting spiritually
emotionally.
recognizing that I hadn't wasted 12 years but that someone had been trying to use
spells and witchcraft to end what God had brought together.
I am praying.
He is praying.
we are praying.
We are fighting.God's got us.