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20,000 Thoughts ....

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December 2021

20,000 Thoughts ....

 

Today. 

And

More than, 19,999 ...... were.

Just 

 

of you.

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Why Do I Have……

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December 2021

Why do I have…..

 

And why do I …..

Chase, the women …….that I do?

Is it, that.

Their hollow eyes, match,

my hollow heart.

While emotions, beating drum, echoes.

The snapping, of my heartstrings.

I’m left, with ……

Anguish, 

and all that it brings.

Could another’s, tender words…… ever.

Alleviate the heartache.

Or cleanse my soul?

I long, for bright eyes…..

That …..twinkle.

That…. do not, match.

My hollow heart.

A forlorn, lovers……,beating,heart.

Would there be,

some majik, excelsior.

That might fix,my hurt!

That can cure,

All that which ails…

My

 

akotsubo cardiomyopathy.

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What Worth a Memory, if….

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November 2021

What Worth a Memory, if….

 

If it’s one, you can’t share?

It’s been…..

Lost, in time.

It’s meaning, now worthless.

If it’s only a memory.

For …..you.

I’m a 4 can.

Half a bottle man.

When dreams drip……

Like, melting ice cubes.

And flavoured vodka.

Kills …..time !

All memories …..

Are only mine.

And all, are

 

Killed by time 

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Love me for,

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November 2021

Love me for,

 

That moment.

When, you are mine.

Not, for the morrow.

Nor, the memory.

But for the moment

When we are entwined.

When two hearts. 

Beat, as one.

Where love……

Has conquered all.

And

 

you are mine

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No Rhyme , No Reason ….No

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November 2021

No rhyme, no reason ….No

 

What for, or why.

Merely, inexplicable.

A feeling, full?

Of a lack, of actual feeling.

Love…. 

A fragmented 

Part, of my life !

Share me a kindness. 

And I’ll share you, my heart.

A share that will last,

Forever ……

With no further need of.

An

 

explanation !

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Are Lovers Wishes Ever

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November 2021

Are Lovers Wishes Ever

 

I wished for sadness,

And I got it.

I wished for clarity,

But it wasn't there.

I wished for absolution, 

But god, He didn't care. 

I wished for you,

But it seems my wish......

Was, never 

 

Heard.

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The Moon is on its Cusp

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February 2021

The moon is on its cusp,


And I am all alone, and .....mildly drunk.

And as such, I’m mildly maudlin , 

drunk enough to be emotionally silly.

And with no one, but any....

to 

 

help shift my mood.

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maudlin \MAUD-lin\ adjective. 1 : drunk enough to be emotionally silly. 2 : weakly and effusively sentimental.

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What You See

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February 2021

What You See

 

What you see, before you, is me.

So don’t look, too deep.

Behind, my eyes.

Don’t try to fathom, my stare.

Please don’t interpret, my silence. 

For that of boredom !

Or think, I just don’t care.

Sometimes, my memories...... 

surface.

And, they take time.

To bury them, once more......

My Life.

Is truly complicated.

And

More complex than some

So what you see....

Is what you get.

 

What you see is me!

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Sometimes I wish

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February 2021

Sometimes I wish 

 

And the dream, 

Passes me by.

Importune, forgottens.

All....

Dreamed, and lost.

And, so it would seem.

I wish

 

Too much....

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